Chains of our darkness.

Can i be sincere, can i tell you what i really think and let it all out?
The truth is, i think of you all the time, fantasizing about how our life's could, should be.
You're distant, keeping me away, getting further and further away.
I'll hunt you down, i'll find you wherever you hide, and i'm going to make you mine.

You can make it easy, you can make it hard, but in the end, we shall be one.
You draw me closer when you try to keep your distance. Giving me nothing, asking for nothing.

We can not be forsaken, we are alike. The past keeps stalking us, near or far, the past
will haunt us.

I see hell in your eyes, just like looking into my soul, i still can feel the flames.
Your darkness is tearing you apart, just as me. Let me entwine our personal demons together
and let me be the darkest side of you, let me become the darkness around your heart, and let
me set you free.

Through victory our chains shall be broken.

Dawn

The smile of your face, the light in your eyes...
they call me, like a flame to a moth.
I've been imprisoned far too long in this cage,
the cage one call's depression, insecurity and self-loathing.
This is the time to break free, to spread my scarred wings, and fly.

I can feel it, my heart starting to beat,
faster and faster, deeper and deeper.
I can feel it filling up, and starting to overflow.
All the asphyxiated feelings, all the feelings buried long ago.
Now a new day has come, the new start for my heart,
a new start for my heart.

Be my guiding light in the darkness,
your smile is like falling rays of the sun in the forest in a fog.
Your eyes shine like the spring in a warm spring morning
Let me in your circle, let me feel your skin next to me, let me feel your breath on my skin.
Be my guardian angel in the darkness, my angel of darkness.

Kill me with your love, let me feel, and i will make you feel alive.

A new dawn arises.

Walls of depression

It's been almost five years, when you ripped my heart apart.
Almost five years, when you slept with him, and destroyed the things
i held dear. Now you're nothing but a faint memory, that still haunts me.

Get away from my head, get away from my heart, let me be free... let me be free.
Those years together, those cursed years full of betrayal, the years of deception.
They left me rotten, they left me dead, they left me cursed, and i can never be free.

Now it's time to fight, rise my fist in the air, and smite down the walls of desperation.
Strike by strike, blow by blow i can see the light again, for so long the sun has been dimmed,
now it's my time to live again.

My petrified heart starts to beat, to melt, to feel.
Let the light in, don't fight it, let the warmth scorch away all ice of the past.
Live and feel alive. Never again shall i be over encumbered by fear of yesterdays shadows.