Hollow vessel

The grip tightens around my neck again
The cold hand has catch up to me again
The grasp that freezes my soul, and at last my heart.
The words haunt me once again: You're not wanted...

It has been ages, the last time i felt
The pain kept my senses alert, and my mind sharp
Now i am dull, useless, a hollow vessel

I need you to hurt me, to tear me, to torture me
Feeling the agony once more, that's my wish
Don't keep the pain away, let it overwhelm myself
Let me fall to my knees, and do not help me up, just stand there
and give me time.

The wall around me is thick, but not impenetrable, if you are the one,
you'll shatter it... once again.

It has been ages, the last time i felt
The pain kept my senses alert, and my mind sharp
Now i am dull, useless, a hollow vessel

The pain comes, overwhelming my senses, making me whole,
all around me, i feel you watching from afar
I've been burned countless times, but this is the last time,
this time i'll born again, or perish to the space eternal
Within the flames i see you, smiling and reaching out for me
this time i know i cant give in to the fire, this time the flame becomes a part of me... forever.

Save me

For years now i've been killing myself, bit by bit,day by day.
The still shadows over my head remains silently,
gnawing my innards, gnawing away my heart.
I'll never be the same, i'll never smile like
i used to. I want to be alive, one more time.
This time i put it all in, this time i gamble
last of my soul, last of my heart.
This will be the time i'll perish.

Never knew where im going
Never knew where i've been
Never knowing the feeling of being truly loved
Never ceased to exist. Once again crumbling down.

This will be the last time, the last time to push on
the last time to pursue happines
This time i'll lose myself.

I need you now, more than ever... Where are you?
I'll give you anything, my love, my passion, my loyalty,
everything i am, all that i were, and all that i'll be.

Give me a reason to go on
Give me a reason to live on
Give me a reason to endure what lies ahead
Give me a reason to trust.

Be my guiding light in the dark,
show me the way
Help me keep control over myself, over
the demons dwelling inside my mind, inside my heart.


Never knew where im going
Never knew where i've been
Never knowing the feeling of being truly loved
Never ceased to exist. Once again crumbling down.

May the heavens weep in sorrow
and the grounds tremble in fear
for darkness has been summoned
and the end shall soon be here.

Save me my darling...
save me...