Hollow vessel

The grip tightens around my neck again
The cold hand has catch up to me again
The grasp that freezes my soul, and at last my heart.
The words haunt me once again: You're not wanted...

It has been ages, the last time i felt
The pain kept my senses alert, and my mind sharp
Now i am dull, useless, a hollow vessel

I need you to hurt me, to tear me, to torture me
Feeling the agony once more, that's my wish
Don't keep the pain away, let it overwhelm myself
Let me fall to my knees, and do not help me up, just stand there
and give me time.

The wall around me is thick, but not impenetrable, if you are the one,
you'll shatter it... once again.

It has been ages, the last time i felt
The pain kept my senses alert, and my mind sharp
Now i am dull, useless, a hollow vessel

The pain comes, overwhelming my senses, making me whole,
all around me, i feel you watching from afar
I've been burned countless times, but this is the last time,
this time i'll born again, or perish to the space eternal
Within the flames i see you, smiling and reaching out for me
this time i know i cant give in to the fire, this time the flame becomes a part of me... forever.